Where are the rest of them, Curt?

I saw just one post by one guy who'd evidently been
notified of the hard time I've been allegedly giving you
here on RAB--coming to your defense.

Where are the rest of them, Curt? You know, the rest of
the people you've claimed in the past have been your friends,
or on your side? You know, all the people reading these
threads who think im a big meanie and that you're cool?

Breathlessly awaiting your reply,




-----yttrx

yttrx wrote:
> I saw just one post by one guy who'd evidently been
> notified of the hard time I've been allegedly giving you
> here on RAB--coming to your defense.

And where would that be? I'd be curious to read that one. I'd also be
curious how they visited RAB. Although I do have a link from my one
page. Visited a gallery there to retrieve the construction paper
cartoon of yours truly. I wouldn't be surprised if you are attempting
to give the impression that I went crrrrrryyyying to people saying how
you're bullying me. Not so. And not true if that's what you're getting
at. INdirect, remember? Say what you have to say.

1) I do not characterize what you've been doing (posting to RAB) as
giving me a "hard time" at all.

2) I don't need anyone coming to my defense.

> Where are the rest of them, Curt?

Probably out riding their Harleys. Or enjoying life. Can you say the
same? If so, good. If not, hey, will wonders, etc., etc.

> You know, the rest of the people you've claimed in the
> past have been your friends, or on your side?

3) You are the one who likes to divvy people up on sides. I said that I
have a number of an event coordinator in my cell. I said that we're
friends. But I also stated that we haven't been in contact for a good
bit. Nevertheless, I doubt very strongly that I creep that person out.

> You know, all the people reading these threads who
> think im a big meanie

4) Corine's been reading apparently. Doesn't seem she thinks you're "a
big meanie."

5) I said you're preoccupied by me and the reason may be because you
resent my presence here. That's not a stretch, is it? I don't recall
calling you "a big meanie."

> and that you're cool?

I'm cool enough.

> Breathlessly awaiting your reply,

Exhale.

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/

Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:

>
> 3) You are the one who likes to divvy people up on sides. I said that I
> have a number of an event coordinator in my cell. I said that we're
> friends. But I also stated that we haven't been in contact for a good
> bit. Nevertheless, I doubt very strongly that I creep that person out.
>

If you're talking about the guy that organized the bowling thing that
fizzled out (largely because you were rumored to be coming and no one
wanted you there), the last he told me (last time I saw him in person,
pretty recently) was that you were an idiot and not really worth
anyone's time. If you're talking about someone else, pony up the name
and we'll find out *exactly* how they feel about you.

>
> 5) I said you're preoccupied by me and the reason may be because you
> resent my presence here. That's not a stretch, is it? I don't recall
> calling you "a big meanie."
>

I dont know if I'd call it preoccupation, anymore than I would cornflakes.
I get an interest in them once in a while, but it usually doesnt last very
long.

But you summoned me this time, Curt, as you did last time. And I'm
not going to stop typing, like last time, until I am satisfied.




-----yttrx

yttrx wrote:

> If you're talking about the guy that organized the bowling thing that
> fizzled out (largely because you were rumored to be coming and no one
> wanted you there), the last he told me (last time I saw him in person,
> pretty recently) was that you were an idiot and not really worth
> anyone's time. If you're talking about someone else, pony up the name
> and we'll find out *exactly* how they feel about you.

It's not necessary and I wouldn't put that on anyone I consider a
friend. The guy you're talking about has never said anything of that
nature to me. I cannot believe that the "rumor of" one man attending
could put the kibosh on an entire BBQ, sorry. Maybe he's upset he
didn't get a ride on the motorcycle. The people who did get rides were
enthusiastic and willing participants.

> But you summoned me this time, Curt, as you did last time. And I'm
> not going to stop typing, like last time, until I am satisfied.

Good luck with that.

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/

Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:
> yttrx wrote:
>
>> If you're talking about the guy that organized the bowling thing that
>> fizzled out (largely because you were rumored to be coming and no one
>> wanted you there), the last he told me (last time I saw him in person,
>> pretty recently) was that you were an idiot and not really worth
>> anyone's time. If you're talking about someone else, pony up the name
>> and we'll find out *exactly* how they feel about you.
>
> It's not necessary and I wouldn't put that on anyone I consider a
> friend. The guy you're talking about has never said anything of that
> nature to me. I cannot believe that the "rumor of" one man attending
> could put the kibosh on an entire BBQ, sorry. Maybe he's upset he
> didn't get a ride on the motorcycle. The people who did get rides were
> enthusiastic and willing participants.
>

I know everyone whos anyone in this scene, Curt, and not one of them..
not ONE of them has EVER come to your defense about anything--whether
it's RAB flames, public discussions at parties (that you arent invited
to), or private discourse over a plate of eggs over at Life cafe.

You're way, way off. And again, you could have saved this whole thing
at the beginning by taking some friendly advice when it was offered
instead of believing you knew what was what--and thinking for even the
briefest of moments that you could emulate the three of us.

It's probably not too late to save it even now you know. Had you
taken me up on my get-together offer we'd have talked about it.

>> But you summoned me this time, Curt, as you did last time. And I'm
>> not going to stop typing, like last time, until I am satisfied.
>
> Good luck with that.
>

You'll know when I'm satisfied when I stop posting.

Maybe after this one you'll leave well enough alone.




-----yttrx

yttrx wrote:

> It's probably not too late to save it even now you know.

*If I get it well:

All it would take is to stop finding excuses (it's always someone else's
fault or jealousy) and take a deep hard look at his own behavior and
motives:

Introspection time.
Next stop might be a more brutal stage of reality.

Corine

yttrx wrote:
[...]

> I know everyone whos anyone in this scene

Scene?

Wtf? Scene.

> , Curt, and not one of them.. not ONE of them has EVER
> come to your defense about anything--whether it's RAB
> flames, public discussions at parties (that you arent invited
> to), or private discourse over a plate of eggs over at Life cafe.

Do I cry now or later?

And Keith Alexander, if you forget, actually did come to my defense
about RABcon whether you choose to view it as such or not. Yes, it was
about the event and not me, but he did more than that whether you
believe it or not.

> <snip> and thinking for even the briefest of moments that
> you could emulate the three of us.

Three? Three and scene. Okay. Stooges or Musketeers, I'd like to think
I'm an original and that I'm not attempting to emulate anyone.

> You'll know when I'm satisfied when I stop posting.

Satisfaction, unfortunately, isn't the only reason people stop posting.
You've said as much yourself in your erroneous offering that RAB is
dead.

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/

Corine <smiling-frog@home.nlkillspam> wrote:
> yttrx wrote:
>
>> It's probably not too late to save it even now you know.
>
> *If I get it well:
>
> All it would take is to stop finding excuses (it's always someone else's
> fault or jealousy) and take a deep hard look at his own behavior and
> motives:
>
> Introspection time.
> Next stop might be a more brutal stage of reality.
>
> Corine

Yup, at least in my opinion. I think there are three reasons why he
couldn't save it at this point actually:

1. he thinks there's nothing wrong, that its not him, and that it's
everyone else

2. he really is a sociopath and is simply incapable of comprehending
the individuality and autonomy of others

3. he's getting some kind of sexual kick about this whole thing,
and couldnt possibly stop any more easily than he could stop jerking
off.




-----yttrx

Corine wrote:
[...]

> *If I get it well:

She doesn't.

> All it would take is to stop finding excuses (it's always someone else's
> fault or jealousy) and take a deep hard look at his own behavior and
> motives:

Jealousy? When have I ever said anyone's jealous of me?

> Introspection time.

Introspect this. Yit, do you think Corine believes you need back up on
this thread or in our discussions? Is this more than you can handle?

> Next stop might be a more brutal stage of reality.

Ooooooooooh! Brutal moods. Brutal stages. Everyone's about the brutal.
Caution! Stop! Beware! Danger!

Life is dangerous and you seldom know what surprises will arise.

> Corine

The model of restraint. HA!

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/

Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:

>
> And Keith Alexander, if you forget, actually did come to my defense
> about RABcon whether you choose to view it as such or not. Yes, it was
> about the event and not me, but he did more than that whether you
> believe it or not.
>

I know, curt, I was there, and I was one of the ones fighting tooth
and nail with him to keep you the fuck away from it. I know what
he did. In the end (ill bet you didnt know this), I ended up agreeing
with him, which is ultimately why Mal withdrew his offer to organize
it.

That didnt mean that I didnt think you were a pathetic worm. It means
that Keith's argument held water and he convinced me.

>> <snip> and thinking for even the briefest of moments that
>> you could emulate the three of us.
>
> Three? Three and scene. Okay. Stooges or Musketeers, I'd like to think
> I'm an original and that I'm not attempting to emulate anyone.
>

You've been trying from the very beginning to emulate us, and every
minute of it has been pathetic.

>> You'll know when I'm satisfied when I stop posting.
>
> Satisfaction, unfortunately, isn't the only reason people stop posting.
> You've said as much yourself in your erroneous offering that RAB is
> dead.
>

Aw sweetie, don't you know humor when you read it?

Bring it on, mothafucka.




-----yttrx

Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:

>
> Life is dangerous and you seldom know what surprises will arise.
>

Curt, are you threatening me?




-----yttrx

yttrx wrote:
> Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> Life is dangerous and you seldom know what surprises will arise.
>>
>
> Curt, are you threatening me?

*Probably some karma threats for making him lose his quasi-rest.
Next thing you know he'll ask you if you wear an helmet.

Corine

Corine <smiling-frog@home.nlkillspam> wrote:
> yttrx wrote:
>> Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> Life is dangerous and you seldom know what surprises will arise.
>>>
>>
>> Curt, are you threatening me?
>
> *Probably some karma threats for making him lose his quasi-rest.
> Next thing you know he'll ask you if you wear an helmet.
>

See thats what im kind of hoping doesnt ever, ever happen.




-----yttrx

Corine wrote:
[...]

> Next stop might be a more brutal stage of reality.

Corine, are you threatening me?

Oooh, déjà vu.

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/

yttrx wrote:
> Curt James <curtjames@gmail.com> wrote:
>
> > Life is dangerous and you seldom know what
> > surprises will arise.
>
> Curt, are you threatening me?

Hey, for sake of argument, you've said that you could best me 10 out of
10 in chess, brawls, and anything else, right? So what threat? But, no,
I'm not threatening you. Simply stating a truism. Life is dangerous as
is made all too clear whenever you turn on the news or, sometimes, even
when you look out the window. And, yes, you must agree, you seldom know
what surprises will arise.

Now, I understand that you didn't appreciate the bicycle helmet
comment. I didn't appreciate and don't appreciate the way Kav, et al.
are often miserable pricks and prickettes to visitors here. I, perhaps
harming my own Karma, picked up a sledge hammer rather than a scalpel
to let Kavin know his dead wife comment was rude at best and courting
Karmic destruction at worst. Regardless, what would it take for you to
crawl out of my ass right about now?

When will you be satisfied? And are /you/ threatening me?

Curious if nothing else.

--
Curt
http://curtjames.com/